HI I AM NOT EVEN SUREWHAT TO WRITE ABOUT,I WILL JUST HAVE SOME FOOD FOR THOUGHT I GUESS.LIFE IS REALLY SOMETHING ELSE HOW MUCH BULLSHIT SHOULD SOMEONE HAVE TO GO THOUGH.IS THERE A QUOTA OR SOMETHING ?I MEANS SURE EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE TO PAY THEIR DUES BUT SHIT.
HOW MUCH HARDSHIP,PAIN ,TEARS,LOSS,FAILURE ECT. SHOULD A PERSON HAVE TO SUFFER BEFORE BEING ABLE TO BE HAPPY?SOMEONE VERY CLOSE TO ME SAID "ANYTHING IN LIFE THAT IS WORTH HAVING WILL TAKE BOOD,SWEAT AND TEARS."THAT IS TRUE BUT REALLY???ENOUGH ALREADY,YET THOSE WHO DECIEVE,CHEAT,STEAL THEY GET EVERYTHING GOOD LIFE HAS TO OFFER.
I HAVE LEARNED THOUGH THE PAIN YOU LEARN TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY,YOU TREASURE WHAT TRUELY MATTERS.I HAVE LEARNED TO LOVE AND LOVE HARD,BUT I SHOULD NOT OF HAD TO LOOSE SO MUCH IN ORDER TO GET IT.I KNOW THAT THE PAIN,TEARS,FAILURES,LOSS AND ECT. ALL MAKE YOU THE PERSON YOUR ARE,YOUR CHARACTER IS DEFINED BY YOUR LIFES JOURNEY.I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO WAIT TILL SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS UNTILL THYE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.AT WHAT COST???A LIFE OR LIVES YES THAT IS HOW IT GOES WE SWEEP ISSUES AND PROBLEMS UNDER THE CARPET OR GIVE BAND-AID SOLUTIONS INSTEAD OF TAKING THE BULL BY THE HORNS AND DEALING WITH THE PROBLEM.THEN WHEN SHIT REALLY HITS THE FAN AND COSTS US A LOVE ONE THEN YOU WANNA FIX IT?THE SAD THING IS MOST OF THESE PROBLEMS ARE PREVENTABLE.YET IT IS LEFT UNTILL SOMEONE GETS HURT,THEN WE WOUNDER WHAT HAPPENED ARE YOU KIDDING ME??WE ARE SO DIVIDED WHEN NEED TO START THINKING LIKE HUMANS AND NOT ANIMALS.WE ARE THE SMARTEST ANIMALS IN THE ANIMAL KINGDOM.YET WE ARE THE DUMBEST,NATURE IS NOT KILLING ITSELF IT REPLENISHES ITSELF AUTOMATICLY.WE THE HUMANS ARE KILLING EACHOTHER ,AT THIS RATE THERE WILL BE NOTHING FOR OUR CHIILDREN'S CHILDREN'S CHILDREN'S CHLDREN WILL HAVE NOTHING TO ENJOY.WE NEED TO LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE OUR FUTURE IS STILL GENERATIONS TO COME .THERE WILL BE NOTHING LEFT WE NEED TO BE PARENTS AND DO WHAT IS BEST FOR THE FUTURE GENERATIONS TO COME.THINGS ARE SO BAD NOW I CANNOT BARE TO THINK WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE IN GENERATIONS TO COME.LIVE LIKE TODAY IS YOUR LAST,FUCK LIKE YOUR BEING TAPED,LOVE AND LOVE HARD.DO NOT TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED.YOU THINK THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AND YOU CAN LOOSE IT ALL IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.LOVE YOU ALL THANKS FOR LETTING ME SHARE SOME OF ME WITH YOU.TAKE CARE BE SAFE AND I WILL BE BACK SOON.
I AM NOT A WRITER I JUST HAVE BEEN THOUGH MORE THEN A PERSON DESERVES TO GO THOUGH IN A LIFE TIME SO I NEED TO VENT,THINK, CLEAR MY HEAD.MAYBE SOMEONE CAN FIND COURAGE IN WHAT I WRITE,MY STORIES AND THOUGHTS AR E ALL TRUE AND FROM THE HEART TO OPEN MY HEART AND LIFE TO YOU IS MY WAY OF HEALING.MAYBE I CAN HELP SAVE A LIFE WHO WANTS TO END IT BECAUSE WITH MY STORY I HAVE FELT THAT WAY MANY TIMES.I AM A SURVIVOR AND IF I CAN HELP SOME NOT FEEL SO ALONE LIKE I DID.THEN IT IS ALL WORTH IT,IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE IT THEN PLEASE DO NOT READ IT.TAKE CARE MUCH LOVE HANG IN THERE AND KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE PRIZE......GOD